The last time my husband surprised me with a gift was Christmas 2008.
I had mentioned how much I loved a friend’s leather jacket, and he got it in his head to buy me one just like it. He spent days searching stores, combed the Internet, and even called my friend to find out where she bought hers.
On the morning of, after the children had torn through their packages, my husband handed me a large box with reindeer wrapping. He watched expectantly as I opened it. I still remember the look of dismay on his face when he realized I hated it.
It wasn’t the first time he had lovingly tried to find the perfect present for me. Over the years he has given me all kinds of thoughtful, well-meaning gifts, all of which I have eventually returned. A designer purse, a gold cuff bracelet, dresses, necklaces … I even returned the diamond ring he gave me for our fifteenth anniversary (it was gaudy and far too expensive).
Why I don’t like Christmas gifts
I know I sound ungrateful and spoiled. But the truth is, I don’t care about gifts—at least not the kind you buy. This makes me a bit of a Scrooge around the holidays, but I know I am not alone. Here are some of the reasons people hate giving (and getting gifts):
- They are a waste of money
- They are filled with expectations and the potential for disappointment
- They reflect a materialistic society
- They are not good for the environment
- They don’t tell someone you love them
Let me repeat that … they don’t tell someone you love them.
Our feelings about gifts are complicated and tied up with old experiences
In truth, gifts can be a poor substitute for the depth of our feelings and that is the real reason so many hate to give and to get gifts. A 2006 study of nearly 500 college students by Professor Sunwolf at Santa Clara University explained the shadowy side of gift giving.
“Any gift may match or diverge from a receiver’s relational goals (whether the relationship is one of business, family, friendship, or romance). At the same time, each receiver has life experiences both receiving and giving gifts, (some of which may have been with this particular giver); prior experiences will presumably have included both successful and failed gifts. As a result, a gift receiver interprets a gift through a cloud of conscious (or unconscious) gift comparisons, hopes, standards, and values.”
Giving and getting gifts is deeply weighted in so much more than what might be on the surface. It is for this reason that the holidays can be such a time of tension between couples. Often, like my husband, we struggle to find just the right gift only to discover it is way off the mark. The problem is not the good intention, the problem is in not understanding what makes our beloved feel most loved.
What makes each of us feel loved and appreciated is different
I learned all of this and more when I read Gary Chapman’s The Five Love Languages. In short, the author argues we each experience love in our own unique way, but those ways can be distilled into five expressions or “languages”:
- Physical touch: I feel most loved when we hold hands, kiss, and make love.
- Words of affirmation: I feel most loved when you tell me what makes me special to you.
- Quality time: I feel most loved when we spend time together.
- Acts of service: I feel most loved when you do special things for me.
- Gifts: I feel most loved when you surprise me with gifts.
No one is exclusively one language; we are all a miniature United Nations. However, one or two dominant languages surface to enable us to experience love. These are also the ways we tend to show our love. However, in our consumerist world, we have been trained to think gifts are the truest form of showing our love. For some people getting gifts does just that. But for many of us, gifts leave us cold.
Once my husband and I figured out our individual love languages, showing our feelings has become so much easier. My husband is an acts of service guy. He loves it when I go out of my way to do something just for him. If I take his ice hockey skates to get sharpened or buy cards for him to send to his mother for her birthday he thinks I am the best wife ever (yeah, he is easy to please). Me? I am a physical touch/quality time gal. I love it when my husband reaches over to steal a kiss and date night is my favorite night of the week.
The good news is gift giving has gotten so much easier. For our recent anniversary, he didn’t give me an expensive piece of jewelry. Instead, he gave me the perfect gift: a trip to Italy together.
As we head into the biggest buying season of the year, think about what would truly make your beloved feel special. It might not be that diamond earring set.
Perhaps, she’d rather open a little red box with two plane tickets or a booklet filled with coupons for acts of service. His heart might soar reading a love letter detailing what makes him special or perhaps he’d like to open a box with a negligee and a note promising a long night of physical touch.
It doesn’t take much to get creative once you can speak their language and it can save you time, money and effort.
Most importantly, it can save you from that feeling of disappointment, sadness, and even anger when the gift you give is not received in the way you intended.